You're not sorry. I suppose you care.

Today was different.
Didnt start out so well.
I had a nightmare last night and woke up scared. I stayed for 2 hours just laying there. I finally dozed off and morning came to soon.
My emotions from yesterday carried through and the dream didnt help any. Smooshie had to go to UIL and off i went to first period. On the way there i couldnt help but notice how people treat eachother. It was odd to me.
I was really emotional. Angry. I wanted to cry. I was late today.
I walked into class and said hi to Hormones. i ended up telling him i was on my period and he just left. figuresss. at least i know he wont touch me for the next week. I dont think he would anyways. He's afraid of Smooshie. Hormones accused me of touching his butt. I think he was mocking me after i thought about it. oh wells.
After that, I was talking to Ego, Speechless, and Mrs. Collins about basketball! We were having a good time until.... hmm. I dont know what to call this next person. I'll call him... FORCEFUL! haha :] Well Forceful completely butted into the conversation. He started talking to me and by the time i left him speechless the conversation i was having before was dead :[
the juniors had to take a quiz so i continued my worksheet. in the middle of it my eyes welled up and i let out a tear. i quickly wiped it away. i didnt want anyone to see. it would only make it worse, since i didnt have a reason to be crying in the first place (other than my mood swings).
Clingy texted me this morning as always. I think its weird how all he says is goodmorning and thats all for the day. Why? i should ask. but the name fits.

Frustration told me about his bad day in second period. I didnt think it was that bad. What an idiotttt.
I talked to Rythmn and i wanted to hit him. He always puts down Colorguard.
We were having Middle School UIL today so they took over the dance and choir rooms. So for choir we went to the band hall. There was a dance class in the small band hall and they were getting my nerves. They left the restroom so disgusting, i wanted to hit them.

During guard period i came up with a little portion of the routine (that i have yet to master). Sister recorded me! I ended up cursing at the flag when i messed up. Tee hee :] It was on camera and they all got so excited. I completely forgot Mrs. Taylor was in there. I'm sure she heard. This period was my favorite of the day.

I made salad again in my nutrition class. it was better than the last one! it had pickle relish in it though. so nastyyyyyyyyy. I got over it. lunchlunchlunch! I had it with Smooshie today. Made me happy :]
I went back to class and Alcoholic was telling me about her weekend. And then Unicorn was getting on my nerves for awhile. I swear, I dont need to know that you have a passion for singing every half hour. I know. I GET IT. Slut.

Biology was fun as well! I'm not sure i named this person already. Oh wells. I will fix it later if i did. Dont think so though. Anyways, we had to take eachothers blood pressure! One per group and i was the guinea pig (or hamster! :D) Indecisive took mine and my arm felt like it was going to explode. So Blackberry did it.
Itchy's arm turned purple. I found it quite amusing. :D Mr. Too Soon made me laugh as always. i forgot what he said. but more than half the things he says are hilarious.

After that i went with Smooshie so he could take his test. I had to go see my english teacher for a bit though. I was supposed to decorate her wall, but one of her classes did it! i was disappointed. I went back with Smooshie and he finished his test pretty quick then we had to go to the band hall to get his suit. So Blackberry and I stayed in the small band hall. We used the flags and not so much the rifles. It was really fun :D
Afterschool, afterschool.
Smooshie came with me! We went to go pick up my brother and we watched Tyra! :] He had to leave soon though.

Now i'm here.
Thats all for now.